Random Thoughts

New man, already old news...Now ain't I glad?

Absolutely.

I finished reading The DaVinci code today. Well, i started and ended today. It was definitely an interesting read. Out of all of the things that I walked away with, I'm wondering why many of us call on G-d when we have sex. I had a conversation about this with a close friend of mine. Her contention was that we were conditioned to do so. In my experience, that simply is not the case. I've never seen a porn actor or actress call on The Divine. It wasn't a conversation that I have ever had with anyone as a means of a sex talk or socialization. No, "call on G-d as you near orgasm." So, I wonder why I do it. I'm not saying that saying G-d's name is proof of the Code, but it's interesting.

The old, new guy wasn't really worth my time. He wasn't my type at all. I don't date real nerds and he, my friends, was a nerd. It has nothing to do with intelligence, but he's too...dorky. He tried too hard. I cannot stand a man who isn't confident. I don't want you to ask me if you are a good kisser or if you're "pleasing." What the hell does it mean to be pleasing? So becuase I couldn't answer the question, I had to pass him up. He wasn't very tall, had major dental problems, and he had three kids with baby momma-drama. Now I have my own issues that I'm sure that some men would choose to pass up. I've just decided to pass him up. I always say it, but I think I'm through with relationships for a while. Dating and relationships are just too much of a hassle for me right now.

I need a hobby.